I don't miss it. Can I make "myself" miss it by thinking about it...? Sure.

I can also say: "it's really unfair that we don't stay young forever"

Nowadays, most of the time when I find people talking about "missing it" -- they are setting themselves up for a relapse.

Because the truth is -- who cares if you miss it? Missing it doesn't change that it is what it is and not what we pretended it was.

One can romanticize it.  One can fool oneself with euphoric recall.

But it's a drug.  That's all.  It pumps your brain up and sucks your life away.

There are healthy ways to do everything it does.

Or there is Meth.

Both are options.

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P.S....  Hemet.... AWESOME!