I miss numbing when things dont go right...
or tuning out when I dont like what somebody has said or wrote in regards to the dumb ass choices I tend to make loaded.

that is the addict mind of me..

I try to focus on just this moment..and that everything that upsets me, JUST ISNT as fuking bad as I like to make it seem


life is either half empty of half full..

i choose to see it full today...going on six months(hemetchick)