I agree , I used to watch it for recovery but lately watch it to get high without getting high.
I have tried to re train my brain with healthy
things but maybe my mental issues help block
me from recovery as I just miss the rush
and fitting in with a group of people for the first
time ever . Meth is me , I am meth but
Using again scares me so I am trying to
fight it. I just figured people would have to
miss it as the addiction never goes away.
Not for anyone I believe. I have replaced it
with gambling lately , better for me but just
another addiction.