Hello and Welcome to KCI.

My name is Kevin, and I am a recovering addict.

I know what your going through..... and those feelings your having right now will pass. Death is never the answer.....

The reason this is the worse come down, is because meth addiction is a progressive disease. It is only gonna keep getting worse each time.

Meth is a liar and a cheat. it will make you think everything is gonna be ok..... just get high again, it will fix everything.... Its bullshyt.

It will not get better, it wont fix anything.

Many of us here have been where you are, and made it!

Like Lisa said, first things first. Get some rest, eat and drink..... force yourself.

Once you have rested, come on back and we can help guide you to any help you are looking for.

The feelings of wanting to die will pass.... Just get some rest.

ps... If you are feeling suicidal, Call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255), a free, 24-hour hotline available to anyone in suicidal crisis or emotional distress.

Or go here : http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/