Funny thing just happened.......

I opened a drawer at work that I don't go into that often.......

I came across 35 phone numbers that I had written down.......phone numbers that I found on his phone bill.......that I didn't know who they were.

I even had the date 'August 2009'.
Un-freakin-believable how clinically insane I had to be to spend that kind of time researching the phone bill like that.


It is profound how freeing it feels to not FEEL like I have to worry about that anymore. I NEVER HAD to.....but I FELT like I did.

People......please.....listen to me.......it's just feelings. I promise. When your mind can finally wrap around that very fact.....it gets so much easier.