What you wrote was like a summary of what I experienced... I had no idea what the hell was happening. I had no idea why my husband was turning into a different person. I had no idea why he would get so agitated with me.

And I did think "there has to be more to my feelings than this." Even after I found out about the addiction I still thought that! 

I thought it was me. When I have bad days, that voice creeps back and still tells me it was me.... 

I don't know if you were writing about loved ones who are/were unaware of the addiction. But I think it describes that situation perfectly. 

Because when the person who you know and love turns into a stranger, it is the most confusing and difficult thing to deal with. The only thing worse is when they look at you with a blank look on their face when you tell them this....



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