Seahorse.....

((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))

I am so sorry. It would be so much easier if they just stopped.....wouldn't it?
A week before thanksgiving my addict ex broke into my home and left porn on my tv in my bedroom. He had been coming by and doing some strange things.......trying to get me to respond......he simply can't stand to be ignored. So when I didn't respond to all the other nonsense......he decided PORN would do the trick. I am sure that he was positive that would piss me off enough to call him.....

He wants attention.......I gave him none until Thanksgiving night when I went nutz on his ass. Not one of my proudest moments......but what that did was give him attention......the attention that he had been begging for and I finally gave in and rewarded his efforts (so to speak). He wants attention whether it is good or bad.

No contact means no contact.....I gotta keep that in the front of my brain too.......it is so hard....I know.

I hope you had a WONDERFUL birthday and I am so proud of you for not responding......I know how hard that must have been.