knownfear1 wrote:
(((((((( GINA ))))))))

Howdy neighbor. Sorry I haven't been around much lately. I've needed a break from it all.

It breaks my heart to hear all of this. But it sounds like you have a plan and I know it's all gonna work out for you and your girls.

Y'all will find peace and happiness!!!!!!

I know it wasn't the "right" thing that you did, but I can only imagine how good it felt at the time.
Travis, you don't have to apologize to me, sweety.....you do you! And yes, it felt REAL good at the time......it was later that I really stepped back and saw it for what it was......a really volatile situation that I handled badly. But I gotta move forward and take steps to make sure it never happens again. I have to treat this like a death......he is still breathing.......but he is not the man I thought he was.....so he is dead to me. I have to mourn that loss......ya know.....it really sux mouring a loss of something you never had. Ohwell