Nameless.....

Wow......I have no words to describe how that post made me feel. Thank you so much for that.

T,

I am moving forward....no doubt. Looked at a house today......scared me to death.....I cannot believe I am fixing to buy a home ALONE. But I am hoping at some point I will feel an empowerment like I have never felt before. But today I have a knot in my gut about spending that kind of money. It simply scares the shyt right out of me!

Greg,

I knew you would know what song that was.


I had dinner last night with an old high-school friend of mine and she knows me very well. She said she can see my eyes changing. She said she can tell I'm finally fed up. She sits and listens to me......so intently......and then she says to me that I have a gift.....I am a wonderful story teller and that she believes I have a story to tell. She told me to sit down and start writing......she said that if it turns into a book, it would be a best-seller because there are people out there that need to hear what I have been thru and need to understand that it was all deliberate and calculated.
I promised her I would start writing......if for no other reason than to help........me.