Thank you for your support, I appreciate it.

To answer your questions:
Easier said than done.  Yes, it was a struggle.
How did you do yesterday?  I worked my plan and was depressed, tried to stay focused.  Drank lots of wine last night and cried ALOT.
Did you sleep last night?  I slept well.
Have you heard from your son?  No. 

I called my son's cell this morning.  I told him that he needed to call me.  He didn't show up at a family party on Saturday when he confirmed 3 times he would meet me.  I told him it was now Tuesday and I haven't heard from him or seen him (he was living here).

It is so frustrating.  He may be just fine.  Or not.