jg1985 wrote:
Hate is not the opposite of love........indifference is........I wish I was indifferent. I hate this man.......you have to have love in order to feel hate. I wish I knew where I could find some indifference.

It's been nearly 15 years since we divorced behind meth, and I still do not feel indifference.  What I have found is the ability to compartmentalize that whole era of my life.  We were married for 15 years - we raised our children together - we were family.  How could I feel indifference?  No, I just accept it for what it is.  I'll always love the guy, and hope that he finds some serenity in his life - I just don't let my feelings get in the way of my life today.