(((Hemet)))

I am so sorry to pop in again and see your beautiful face so gaunt and tortured and to hear you are struggling again.  You know I just don't have any words to cut through the sadness for you right now, but I had to hospitalize a client this week.  He has been very bitter for a long time about the past, and it haunts him.  His ex-wife (with whom he is still in love and she with him) kept telling him this:  "Don't dwell on the past, keep looking forward." 

I know with PTSD, the problem lies in the flashbacks that keep you trapped in the past.  I am going to pray for you that you can keep your focus on the FUTURE, because that's all we have.

Much Love to you honey,
Starfishy