Hemet,

I'm sure that your mom isn't done with you yet. 
She can't stop loving you.

She can't change you, but she can change how she sets herself up for you to take advantage of. 
Speaking from experience it seems almost unnatural to protect yourself from your daughter. 

We all need our time/space to deal with our thoughts and feelings especially when hurt. 

Anyone trying to fix what's wrong with themselves is very admirable.  We can allow more for mistakes cause you're trying

Take it moment by moment......You can beat this thing................

Love
T