You're totally right. I've been asking myself the same thing for months. Why is it I stayed
with him? I think I am just very dependate on others. I live alone in a 2bedroom place and get lonely. I have plenty of friends but all of them work or are busy with other things, and with him he was always there. Everyday. And that's jar
I wanted, to never be alone bored. I always thought about leaving him but didn't want to deal with the lonliness and didn't want to deal with dating around again. Even all day today he's been on my mind. I've been trying to keep busy but thinking about how I prob will never see him or talk to him again kills me. Even though he treated me worse then anyone has my whole life. And I think it is because now
I am alone. Back to living alone. Being single.