Scpio16: I just wanted to send you :hugs:!

Please do trust your gut, and stick with it. Us women have an amazing intuition which we shouldn't second guess ourselves. You must be careful not to make contact with him while he is using for your emotional and physical safety. I know that this maybe hard, but reading that he has already been physically/verbally abusive worries me. I have a loved one who was using, and said all the same phrases to me. "No, I am fine, just helping someone move." "We are done, don't call me again." "Your crying makes you look weak, your a weak person-and your embarrassing me." etc. This is all because of Meth.

You sound like such a bright young women, and I encourage you to continue on to College. I know you love him, but you must love yourself first this day forward or Co-Dependency will start; which is just as sick! We are all here for you as a support, and I want to suggest the chat room too! It has been a great help for me!