Thanks to all you guys replying. I have no one else to talk to about all of this because no one I know has any experience with it. I do believe he was on meth when broke up with me and lying about it because Id talk to him around 8 and he was 'yawning' every minute although they sounded fake and he would deny it and say he was super tired. Then Id call at 1am and he would still be wide awake. It's just so painful and gross to even think about or picture him smoking it. I feel like he broke up with me so he could use cause I was so against it and that hurts having someone pick drugs over someone who loves u and wants to see you succeed in life.