Thank you for your reply. He has said numerous times that he is 'the same person as his dad as far as a thought process goes'. His dad has been a meth addict for 20 years now. I've always been so angry at his dad for getting his 16 yr old son into meth. He looks up to his dad and I tried for months to have him see the healthy, happy path to life. But when it boils down to it he doesn't want that path. I just wish I wasn't so in love with the guy. I wish I could let go which I know is needed.