Lisa, thank you.

danimal55 wrote:
some say "confront don't condemn"....IMO neither apply here. (note to self)
Identity Disturbance


Wow! That link really helps me on a personal level. Before reading it I thought I was just pathologically wishy washy! (Ribbing myself a little) But seriously, that partly explains why certain people look at me a certain way, like I'm totally full of bs and they're not buying it... when I'm not even consciously trying to deceive. My outward actions don't always match what's going on in the inside. I can't see it, but they can.

You'd think that'd bode well for me to get on SSI, but it's working against me... even with my lawyer. My sponsor feels that it's my Higher Power's way of not co-signing my bullshyt and telling me to get a job when I can. That won't be before 6-7 months into in-patient rehab, according to the intake lady.