Azzhole huh ?

   Well the considering the company I've been grouped with .. I'll take that as a compliment ..  

   Since it's painfully ( to some) obvious that we don't speak the same language I guess if being honest , caring , taking time out of one's life to ease someone else's confusion  is considered an azzhole in your language, then I accept it ,  I own it .  Thank you .

   I am an azzhole and my name is PAWS .

     I hate taking meds I have to remind myself every day , every morning to take them .  I don't like them they slow down my thinking and personally  I don't know how you normies can handle it sometimes .  But when I don't take my meds I find that I don't  interpret things as you do and you don't understand me .  When I take my meds , it slows down the damage in my brain and I can understand where the break down is. 

  It's not always giving in , it's just I understand you better and wow  I find people being nice to me for a  change .

  I am damaged ,  I didn't ask for it , it's not my fault , it may  not even be the way nature intended it to  be. But that's the rod I've been given to carry .  I can either learn to work with it or go around beating myself up with it  and trying get others to understand why it is.
 
   My meds help my brain correct the damage so I can communicate effectively and successfully . 

  Now my mother might not agree with the name you've bestowed on me now,but I'll take it and use it and every morning I'm telling myself.

       Take your meds ....Azzhole .

  And I still love ya .