I will respond in order - first , Suz . I do NOT believe Meth IS an inanimate object , it is the only drug in my experience that has power to linger in your psyche and tempt you even years after being clean. It's power is real .

Danimal - All I can say is you are a JERK ( Go ahead KCI MOD and censor me for name calling - he called me delusional and all kinds of names , but his posts are not censored )


PAWS - I do not give a RATS Azz if you talk to me or not ... I AM on my meds JERK


To everyone else ... Life suckss - I am starving ( wife too ) , we are 2.5 weeks from getting our checks and we have no money and no food in the fridge . Lights are past due .. we are suffering , and I am sad .. WHO WOULD NOT WANT TO USE ?