Traveler - That stuff that looks like salt is more powerful that people give it credit for .... funny how people tend to forget the power that this addiction has once they get out from under it ...

I wonder why people who were addicted and consumed by Crystal now do not take stock in it's incredible seductive power... I do not want to be consumed by it , I did not ask for this obsession

to come back and rule my life but it does , all day today I have been trying to fight it and stay off of the sites, went for a walk with my wife and watched a movie with her , went to a meeting and

talked with people .. but still all day long it will not leave my mind ... it has not left my mind for 15 days now , visions of the needle and the high fill my head 24/7 , even when I try to escape it.


By the way Suz, I thank you for the compliment - I am 35 years old ...