You keep telling yourself whatever you have to in order to justify it.

AND....YES.... I am in control of this drug. I am the only one that has control of it when it comes to me.

I control whether I use or don't.

You are right.... I will always want meth... I will want it till the day I die, but *I* choose to use or not... no one or nothing else makes that choice!

You are the one in denial!