Robby,

This is happening because you've opened a door somewhere, somehow and allowed the pleasurable thoughts of meth use back into your life.

Luckily for you, you also remember all the negative crap that goes along with it.

Meth has no body, no brain..... meth is a molecule.... it can not talk to you, it can not tease you....... it has no power over you unless you put it into your body.... especially after 14.5 months clean.