Nine , you said you will not use ... well, good for you but I believe in my heart of hearts that NOBODY can stay clean from Meth forever .. if you are a real Meth addict like I am then everyone eventually will relapse on this drug .. it is the nature of the drug and addiction ... read everywhere and you will learn that Crystal Meth is a chronic relapsing illness .

Phoenix - People here have so many opinions on what Robby (me of course ) is going through or who I am ... I AM addicted to meth , physically and mentally, yes, I am addicted to the sex and PNP but the drug fuels that sex ... without Meth I really do not like sex at all ... that is what draws me back to the drug every time.

Clicks bro- I am so sorry for what happened to you , it scares me , yes, I am scared to die or worse, go through something like you go through ... I really am so sorry for you ... as you know , self knowledge avails the addict nothing , consequences usually do not deter the addict because I like many am in denial, thinking this time I can use without any consequences ... I am scared to die , REALLY PHUCKIN SCARED... but my disease has a strong hold on me once again and all my mind will let me think of is the rush .. that is all I have thought about 24/7 for 2 weeks now and it consumes me , I am so scared though ....

Knownfear - YOU HAD NO RIGHT TO CALL ME OUT LIKE THAT.... YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I GO THROUGH .... MY UNDERLYING MENTAL ILLNESSES DO MAKE IT MORE DIFFICULT FOR ME ...


PAWS - I AM UNIQUE AND DIFFERENT ... END OF STORY.