"I fought it off tonight ... had an offer but decided to fight it one more day , go eat some tacos and watch a movie with my lady ..."

Way to go Robby!!! and I'm happy to see you're alive to fight another day.

I just remember how much you loved helping at the shelter and how great it made you feel. Remember the picture you posted? Do you still have it?

Ever play solitaire on the computer? or Bejeweled Blitz? I find that I can lose myself in those games for an hour or so. Might give you some reprieve. Try it out.

Anyway, as the Master Sergeant says in the movie GI Jane, "Welcome to a new day".

M.