Robby99 wrote:
forget suzette wrote:
do you think an alcoholic is in less despair than us?
.......how narcissistic, and self absorbed....I thought I was bad.

my pain is as bad as yours AND Ive had it longer....fucktard!...lol!
....people who are drunks can die from quitting.

we're just REAL unhappy.

Actually it is funny you say that about alcoholics Suz, because I always tell people in AA and was telling my wife this today .. That Crystal Meth is worse than alcohol and thus we suffer more and have a worse addiction.   I truly believe this, and I truly believe that the addiction for slammers is WORSE ...  I am not saying that my pain is worse than yours at all .. just that it is a tougher road for slammers to getting and staying clean .. not only do they have the drug obsession but the needle obsession/addiction which is a whole other ballgame..


well, of course my pain is not as bad ad yours.... you don't hAVE TO FEEL IT, but you feel your OWN....where as.....I don't  have to endure yours.....I may be asleep when you
are awake cryong....and visa versa

......slixing your hand open ans pouring rubbing aalchohaul on it will hurt you more than me..
are you deep enough to try and open your mind,,,,,,we are  all one,

when I see you hurt, it hurts me....so the despair is on tap....spread even, andd directly essential to  the human experiance

in order to shine you need darkness.


..you have no idea how much I love speed.....and how bad that betrayal......she hated me all along  ....it hurts deeply.

It was a trick...I missed my life

Last Edited By: forget suzette Jun 6 10 7:05 PM. Edited 2 times.