Thanks Bobby man ...

Suz.. I say you do not understand because slamming cravings are far worse than just using ones ... It is bad .. the cravings are crazy intense and the obsession is worse... It feels close and I am scared ...

I am real scared to die but it truly feels like the wheels have already been set in motion ..

Does anyone ever feel the cravings and obsession so bad that it feels there is nothing you can do to stay clean and stop yourself from using ?