I've been howling at the moon lately as well.

Thing is, Suz, a wise person once wrote here you can be anything you want - just not everything

And the way I see it is -- I'm gonna enjoy sober life more often then I'm going to enjoy using.

It may only be 60 to 40. Or 55 to 45. But on the balance - it always edges out the drug.

Unfortunately, sometimes that means living through a week where speedy would have been preferred. Especially on days where it would be easier than life. And those days happen. They are real. But we lose on the overall.

Love you much!! And always look forward to you next
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-t