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So,( if )YOU do seceded in leading her to God, and recovery, and that all leads to the two of you being together in the future. I hope you plan on being ready for all the work that will be pathed out before you. Because as I read these 7 pages before this reply of mine. I don't think you will be ready at all for the real reality that lies before you. If you aren't healthy in mind, body and soul, both with your God and with the help of teaching tools of life, the world around you and her, you will be of know good to her or yourself, when it comes the time of her true need of you and your guidance.You need to work on yourself, so you are ready when the time comes. If your no healthier than she is, than were will the straingth come from to insure both of your secsess in this possible future together. You can't leave it ALL up to God, you have to do the work too, as well as she. I truly beleave that God has a plan for each and every one of us. Let Him work his plan for each of you, and see His plan for you first and hers for herself, and the one for the both of yours together when He shows it to you at the time He has it planned for or not. If He means for the two of you to be together than He will make it so, or if not than, He may have other plans for each of you in other paths that you are each ment to walk with Him. Either in this life or the next, here or there with Him.
Just so you know, I to beleave in my God. He showed me the way. I beleave you can pray were ever you are, at the foot of your bed, in the shower, in the check out line at Wally World. And yes even when your homeless in a broken down Van parked in a vacant lot behind a gas station for weeks, with your Husband, Daughter and 1 year old Grandson. He is every were not just in church, and he can hear you, as well as you can hear him.
Praies to you and yours,
Once apon a time