Yknow... some people actually like to suffer. And like bein the protagonists in real life tragicodemedies and all that. It makesem feel... i dunno, something. Newsflash dude- it doesnt make you some kinda hero to sit there and get raked over the coals. It doesn't make you 'loyal' or 'steadfast' or 'principled'. Its not romantic, its not tragically beautiful. Its ridiculous, and makes you anything but a hero--It makes you a sap and a sucker.

PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE ... realize this. You can hide behind biblical verse all you want, but ultimately this isnt about Jesus and it isnt about words in a book and twisting them around to justify your own conduct. This is about you and your life and whether you want to spend the rest of it suffering and in shackels, or whether you want to live free.

Anyways I dont have any concrete advice except I will be the first to tellya that attorneys love to argue and think theyre smarter than codas and crackheads. But it aint always so.

Ever heard of the other bar?
thaliens center, wendsdays, 7:30. It aint a coda meeting but it might be a start. I will be there.

Anyways back to OT where i can talk fun of people and talk about sextoys and female genatalia and such.


good luck sir...i mean that.


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