I am not sure if she is God's will for me or not. I cannot see into the future. I trust that no one else, other than God, can either. And, as I said before, if she winds up being my wife, first being a believer, I will rejoice and praise God. If not, I will rejoice and praise God as well. He is wiser than I. And, she presently does not share my love of Christ, at least as far as I know. He says to pray for your enemies, and to pray for them that oppose themselves that perchance God might grant them repentance.