I am not looking for her to meet my expectations, and I do not order Christ or put Him on a timetable. Maybe some others despair comes from trying to do those things. I hope that he will give ear to my supplications and help her. If He does I will rejoice in His mercy, praise Him and thank Him. If He chooses not to, I will rejoice in His being wiser than I, in His Mercy and I will thank and praise Him. I am also looking to Him to exceed any expectations or hopes I have and praying to Him to change her and to change me for the better, knowing that if we are left to ourselves we are doomed and miserable and bitter and without any real hope. Thus saith the LORD; Cursed be the man that trusteth in man, and maketh flesh his arm, and whose heart departeth from the LORD.Jeremiah 17:5. But those who look to the Lord will be blessed, He is the God who saves and delivers, those he humbles, and who place their trust in Him and the crumbs that fall from His table:


22And, behold, a woman of Canaan came out of the same coasts, and cried unto him, saying, Have mercy on me, O Lord, thou son of David; my daughter is grievously vexed with a devil.

23But he answered her not a word. And his disciples came and besought him, saying, Send her away; for she crieth after us.

24But he answered and said, I am not sent but unto the lost sheep of the house of Israel.

25Then came she and worshipped him, saying, Lord, help me.

26But he answered and said, It is not meet to take the children's bread, and to cast it to dogs.

27And she said, Truth, Lord: yet the dogs eat of the crumbs which fall from their masters' table.

28Then Jesus answered and said unto her, O woman, great is thy faith: be it unto thee even as thou wilt. And her daughter was made whole from that very hour.

Matt: 15:22-28.

And I am not Christ, but I am a sinner who will look to Him to change me for the better and those I love.