^^^ditto^^^^

I, actually, just went through something like this a while back and posted on here....LOL at me, bcuz someone PM'd me and was nice enough to let me know that it sounded like I could be some sex freak or something....hahaha

Anyway, I found my character defect to be really exposed and lifted by working Step 10...

And, with therapy, I can completely see that I grew up thinking it was normal....and this behavior was EXTREMELY compulsive.....I admitted it to a few people....and felt some relief...

Hugs and kudos to you for having the courage to attack it and seek change!!! ....progress....not perfection!