I'm not tried of that Robert. Like 9 said, we ALL struggle and maybe not with drugs anymore but with other things.

It's those who struggle most that is so rewarding to see them move ahead like you and Robby have done.
I shouldn't have gotten so upset about him being upset... I too can only control ME.

I didn't stop using dope the first time either. but with each attempt I finally learned how to just give it up for (hopefully) good.
I do smoke pot, I'm certified and fighting an illness that's just trying to take over... anyway.

I'm not tired of seeing the same names on the board. I love that so many still come here.

Your time will come too Robert when you've just had enough of whatever it is that makes you use. I had to make so many changes to my routine. I still have to go by my 'sponsor' who really isn't a 'sponsor' at all in the sense of AA but is in what keeps me strong. Mine changes too... and I've noticed it changes with my own changes in life. Right now, my 'sponsor' is my Aunt. She's lost a son to addictions and a husband. I struggle too, not with dope but definately with dope related issues.

I love you both!! {{{NINE}}}