Robby - saw some of the posts earlier but had a busy day and could not respond - didn't want to reply quickly and say it without clarity.

I think that what you notice - someone posted about you teach people how to treat you - in one way what the response you are getting is the people on the board teaching you what they will respond to and what they won't - when you are struggling that is one thing - people want to support you - but when people feel attacked or called jerks because you are assuming why you did not get a response or the response you want - they will avoid replying or participating in the thread. It happens all the time - not just to you... You just see it when it is you because that is what you naturally are most aware of.

Early recovery is bouncy - up and down. If you keep working at it - looking to do the next right thing, pray and do your footwork you will step by step get where you need to go - NOT necessarily where you want to go - remember (anyone offended by the God or HP concept you can stop reading now)

Your HP has a better plan for you - when things do not work the way YOU think they should be - maybe you cannot see that something better is around the corner - or there is a lesson you are supposed to learn in the struggle you face.

I love to see you growing Robby - and I see it all the time. And every time I get afraid that you are slipping away you come back and hang on strong -
remember that video about Finishing Strong ... here is the link.... Robby I see in you the ability to finish strong my friend. xo- Lisa