astrild wrote:
I guess a part of me always thought he would seek me out and at least apologize for what he did when he stopped. Instead, I got nothing. I now find my brain playing out conversations with him looking for answers. I guess part of me is hurt, because somewhere in the back of my head I always assumed he would come back when he realized what he lost or at the very least I would get answers. Wishful thinking I guess.
I think if he does, it will be when the dope wears off. In my case, I didn't think much about my wrong-doings, utnill I kicked the habit first.