Starfishy, Thanks, I can sit and tell myself all of those things and then 10 minutes later I am mad/upset/scared/guilty..again. I have been wondering of late if coming off the meds were a good idea. I am not working right now, so that is probably why I have been able to do it for now.
I can't really talk to anyone about this, my parents are forever wanting to "ignore it and it'll go away" (mom more than dad) and my husband...well....that's another story entirely, he doesn't understand why I can't just let go, and not worry. To me thats the like not caring at all. She is well into her 3rd year (at least) of her addiction, but with everything just now coming out, it feels like it's all new and I'm still trying to wrap my mind around the ENTIRE thing.