I am a loved one.....although my addict is not my child......

I really have no idea how you keep it together when it is your child....I really don't.
I think I would go clinically insane if this was my child.

But you do, IMHO, have the right to your own feelings and she seems to be trying to take that away from you through her manipultaions.....

I am so very sorry that you are going through this and I will keep you in my prayers......

jg