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I have been with my boyfriend for a year and 3 months ago he moved in with me. I started noticing strange things happening and felt a nagging feeling that
something was wrong. I already knew he smoked weed and how he pretty much behaved on it. But when he moved in i noticed strange things happening. First he
would stay in the bathroom for long periods of time, like 4 hours in and out. Than id find him on the internet in the living room for hours on end, until like
6am, this is after he got on like at 11pm. at first i just thought that he wasnt tired and was interested in the computer. one day i found a pipe with a bubble
on the end. Ive never done drugs, not even weed, so i wasnt sure what it was. i asked him about it and he said it was for weed. i dismissed it and thought
okay. The second time i walked in the bathroom and found him taking a bath, and there was a normal looking weed pipe that i knew was for weed and also that
same other one. i asked him again and he said he used it to vaporize the weed. I got suspicious and looked at it and he got very angry with me and said that i
didnt trust him and that i was paranoid person. as time went on he would make those trips to the bathroom off and on. And when i mean trips, i mean he would
stay quite awhile saying that his stomach hurt. he than started losing his temper and said it was beause he ouldnt stand talking. i talk but not to the point
of giving someone an anxiety attack or something. One time he was trippin out and said his heart was beating super fast and it was beause we were having
problems. I decided to talk less and be extra nice, hoping this would help, i also decided to believe he was not using anything. Well he became a bit strange
at times. he'd be upset about something and than go into the bathroom and come out fine. he swore up and down he was not doing anything and that i was the
one causing the problems. one day he told me that he had smoked meth a year ago, from june 08, and that the effects of the withdrawl where still there. i felt
sad, devasted, among other things. i decided to support him and stay with him. he also told me that to get off of meth, he went to some site that prescribed
some medication, one being Aderall, which i know is part of the methamphetamines group, and is given for ADHD. so he said he was getting off that and that is
why he was acting like this. i asked him about that pipe and he said he kept it around to give him "strong will", that the medication made him feel
that way. well he started making trips to the bathroom again with lighters and no ciggareetess or weed. i became suspicious again, and he denied it vigoursly,
and in the end i felt like the bad one. than last week i found the pipe and inside with a little ziplock bag with a little rock of speed. in the bathroom
under the sink, hiding atop next to a bolt.i asked him about it and he said i was crazy and that he had put it in the bathroom, awhile ago when he was in his
"have strongwill stage". he said he completley forgot it was there, and that i make him want to do meth because i talk about it. the thing is, is
that i found it there hiding with meth inside a little bag. i told him that all the times i had seen the pipe there was nothing inside and if he had hid it
back than why was there now something inside. he called me a liar and than he went into the bathroom and smashed his pipe. after than he returned to the
bathrrom and i saw a creditcard with him and heard through the door as if he was smashing something. he appeared a little later with a runny nose. now i had
seen him smashing the pipe but had not seen what happened to the baggie. when i asked him he blew up at me again and said that he was going to break up with me
because i was not good for his head and that i didnt trust him. one last thing is that about 2 weeks ago he left the house around 2:40 am and said that he went
to meet someone, for weed and that they had took his money without giving it to him. after that he went into the bathroom and stayed up all night. the way he
acts when on it, is very calm and focused. today he told me he was leaving me beause i wasnt good for his head and that i made him think about meth because i
dont trust him. he acted very cold. than he smoked weed, than he still seemed off, he had slept the night before for like 15 hours, well shortly after he took
20 bucks and left. i dont know what to think. he isnt very social in general, and i know he isnt cheating and he doesnt party or drink. his mood doesnt
flucatuate that much, and i probably would have never thought anything if it wasnt for all the bathroom trips and pipe and little baggie i found. i was very
kind and supportive towards him. i said id help him and do anything for him. i feel upset that he has not come clean.i cant get over the pipe and baggie i
found or else id probably believe he was clean.. the thing is that i looked a week before i found it, in the same exact spot and never saw anything, and he
said he had put it there months ago, when he first moved.in. would someone tryimg to get over meth really hide it and forget about it, within one month? and if
he hasnt dont it since last year why would he have the pipe and rock? and he says its because the medication, the Aderell and two other perscription drugs
similar to that made him feel like having the "strong will" and staring at to feel like he wouldnt do it. im writing beause i feel lost and so very
sad. he is 22 and in university to be a lawyer. i feel sick inside and cant believe what i am seeing. are these actions of a meth user or am i at fault? did i
provoke him because he was stressed out? i dont know how to get over this because i love him very much and was sure he was the one. he wasnot like this at
first , well when we werent living together, but he would sometime be really spaced out, or really sleepy. i dont know what to think. in the end he left me and
i feel so bad inside that he took that step when i was trying to help him. all he kept saying was " i cant stay with someone who thinks i do speed when i
dont". but i just found this pipe with speed last week. i dont understand why he wouldnt just tell me the truth. i would have been there for him. i feel
so stuck and emotionally drained and i cant help feeling guilty like making he didnt do it and im the crazy one. lastly is it possible to be with someone who
is battling a meth habit? it seems that his care grows less everyday. i ve read about meth but he doesnt exhibit all the signs, so im very confused. please
anyone let me know what you think of these things about his behaviors and why wont he just tell me.
also how to get over someone that does meth? how to make the pain just stop. im a very caring person and my heart just feels like it will explode....thanks
also how to get over someone that does meth? how to make the pain just stop. im a very caring person and my heart just feels like it will explode....thanks
