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Brendar........I just told her via text..........what Lora said about getting ready........Being ready.......and then I ended it by telling her that of course I would pray for her and that she knew that when the time came and she was READY that I would be more than happy to take her to rehab.

Yes.......I can see where it is a roller coaster of emotions. I can't possibly imagine how alone and scared she is due to the fact that she feels the only person she can rely on is an addict himself that is not to her point of even wanting help. He has no desire to do things to better their life together and therefore they stay with his mom................she doesn't feel comfortable there, but at this point she feels that is her only option...........excuses or not...........that is where she is and it is eating her up.

I never heard back from her..............so I don't know how she took the text..............also before I sent her that text.........I had asked her why she sent that text and that it worried me. She replied to tell me not to worry and the reason she had sent it was because she meant it.

I know it is up to her to make a move.............but my heart won't let me quit worrying about her. I don't want her to miss out on another minute of her childrens lives..............she loves her children more than she loves anything in this world..........my heart breaks for her and her kids as something so powerful has a firm hold on her.