...you look cute with your panties in a wad!
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LdyOfWzdm |
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I just wanted to tell you...
...you look cute with your panties in a wad!
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forget suzette |
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...what? ..on the floor?
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mr soul shine |
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Can ya queef on command? |
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forget suzette |
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no, I'm air tight.
....nevermind, I won't be here tommorow.
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Suzy, were you able to read my LONGGGGGGGG post in defense of your labors of love?
I'll break it up if you weren't able to read it because it was partly for you so you wouldn't feel like you do. I wrote this long azzed response to your thread and I thought I was goin out of my mind when it disappeared right before my eyes. that's what happens when the planets are all aligned for a deletion of a thread. I thought I stated my case FOR ROLEPLAYING quite well-thanks to kimi for the applause. Simply put, Suzy, I love you for doing what you've done for me and for others. SS, you also have done this in the past for me. Maybe not so clearly with rules and all, but you've done it and so has phoenix and others. PHOENIX, you've role played and suggested what my addict might have been thiinking also....played roleplaying. That's why I'm wondering why you don't like it today. I appreciate it. Thank you. I can't imagine that others wouldn't appreciate it too. Suzy, don't quit, please. luv |
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Suzie,
you've always given a lot to KCI. Your methods aren't the conventional methods... usually. I understand the role playing part of what you're doing... which BTW is a conventional way of doing things. Role Playing is done in many areas Phoenix. It's done when people are learning how to look for work. It's done for relationships. It's actually very common. Suz has never offered HER truth as THE truth... LMAO on that one!! She just shares and does ALL she can do to help. You've been mad Phoenix, (I've been reading you), for sometime now. So what's really got you upset Phx.? I know it can't be suz because I've seen her come to your defense. Think about what really has you upset Phx... I sense your anger and it's got to be coming from somewhere. Some people really will go that extra few steps to help you if you're receptive to it. Much peace Phoenix, and I DO mean that. Here's some LOVE too!! |
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Don't get the wrong idea here, ya'll. (chris that was a good post, I have no idea whats up
with phoenix) you all know me, ..I can textually, defend myself, my honor and integrity, ....you know from the naked pix thread...I'll tell you the truth,,,if it cracks the planet, ............no one is running me off. My real life is completely unmanageable.... ...............and I did'nt even do drugs for it to happen. Now I get high trying to help people. ,,,,,and I can't afford that luxury right now, and phoenix helped point that out. I did a thread like this before and like I said.....it's hard....the last one was 12 pages long or something..... ,,,and I cried sometimes, especially the mother/daughter conversations...they are so close to me and my mom....it was brutal. ....when phoenix said it was bullshit...I thought, I can't do the thread,.... and have time to verbally spar with people that wanna give me greif right now. ............I just don't have time....my own life is falling apart. Then, it seemed like alot of people needed the thread....so I thought...ok...I'll do it. and my dear mr soul shine, took a playful jab...that usually would'nt phaise me .......and again I thought, ........."what am i doing here?" .I need to be thinking of how to get out of the hole I'm in, and stop fukin around. ......I'm not leaving KCI because I can't hold my own with anyone here. I fear nothing. the worst you could do to me has already been done... The joy of ADHD is....I forget real fast that I'm mad at someone, just like i forget, I got things to do.....like figure out what I need to do, ................... I have so many problems right now, .I WISH I could hang out and make sarcastic remarks to all phoenix's replies.... ..............but, I can't. .....It won't help me or him, or anyone. ...I'm leaving so I can come back. thats all. ...I love you's and I always will return like a criminal to the crime scene, I love KCI, and nothing will keep me from it for long,.. ......................I just gotta think about surviving for a minute. |
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I knew you wouldn't stay away...
it's your destiny to help hon. No, I'm not defending you suz. Just reading and commenting. I really have sensed some anger from Phoenix and to me it's valid... this is just the second time I've commented on it. I'm thinking Phx. knows what I'm talking about. Maybe I should start another thread. Anyway.... Phx.. I just hope you can let the walls down again and believe that there are people here that really do care. Sure there are disagreements here, where in life isn't there?? Most of us have known each other for years and hey, things happen. I doubt there's hate amongst us who have openly disagreed, hurt feelings maybe... we're a group of healing people and we'll heal from disagreements too. Anyway... I don't want to invade your space, just commenting. Peace to EVERYONE!!
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FYI...
NoMore4Me is chrisgonz, a lot of you already know that. "Don't get the wrong idea here, ya'll."I'm not sure what that means. I was just trying to reconnect with phoenix, if he wants to. ok... I'm a duck!!! I AM A DUCK!! LMAO!!!
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This thread was started by luv. But it has turned into an all out fiasco for Suze.
I, personally, love Suze. Inevitably, on my darkest days of fear, heartache, and completely NOT understanding my addict, I would come here and there, right there, was Suze with something for me to hold onto. She is so very insightful and her way with words is incomparable. She says it like it is. 99.9% of the time she has been spot on with my addict and my addict is male. She has answered so many of my questions, and I have never even talked to her personally,with just simple posts that I have accidentally come across. Her writings that she posts and re-posts from time to time are so very much my addict that it is almost as if she knows him. They could be the same people. So, with that said, please Suze, please don't ever stop what you are doing. People need you. I need you. jg |
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"Don't get the wrong idea here, ya'll" = well, ya'll is "you all" and the wrong Idea is
thank you very much for the compliments. I appreciate it, that's what I hope to acheive with my time here...I don't always reach that
goal...when my meds wear off.
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I really have sensed some anger from Phoenix and to me it's valid...
this is just the second time I've commented on it. I'm thinking Phx. knows what I'm talking about. yeah, I wrote him privately twice...same subject. ......in fact, everytime i ever had any trouble with him, or anyone I wrote privately. I'm noy try to humiliate anyone. I wanna solve the problem. ....some peeps like problems. |
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((((((((((((((((((*HUGS*))))))))))))))) Back at you ,Suzie~Q!!!!!!!!!!!!
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And BTW, where is your role-playing thread, Suze? I can't find it and would love to read it, if not participate a little. I have a feeling more of my
answers are there waiting for me already!
jg |
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to me this is a site to help in recovery....to help in understanding our addictions....to actually communicate with someone who"s been there or is still
there hense me!....when we decide to use....and close out the world...and hide in our own little demented minds..and try to find some thing or someone to help us come back from the hell we are in....which is killing us....every topic and every reply has a lot to offer us.suzett"s way of rollplaying made me think she might be still using.I didnt read the topic...But i read all hers and all of your replies...none of them negatively.To me she shows me, me right now.or should i say the hell we are in mentaly.awakening me to what the hell im in.All of us know that we have a problem...be it, active in our addiction...active codepency...or recovering whatever stage we are at.we need this ability (site).to communicate with people who understand us.so whatever it takes to stay clean just 1 more day.or to understand smeone who is on the drugs.all ways of replying or posting may save a life. I like to dump my ssht sometimes in graffic detail to all off you...hoping to realize what I"m not doing.not what I"m doing.each of you responds in your way.But it is all possitive to me. we may be alike as addicts...but we are all diff.people.with our own way"s of communucating...hey maybe i should roll play a recovering addict...that might open my eyes...everyone knows active addicts lie to themselvs and to everyone else.I"ts an added feature at no charge from mister or misses desease.or the bad me. however you look at it.Suzett is a very creative person with a lot to offer.She is still suffering like most of us are.some more then others...if we all had the the tools to deal with life on lifes terms when growing up...We would"nt be in here.you are all angels to me.hugs |
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Great post Robert........I am glad to see you here and posting!
Suz.......... I am glad that I am not the only one who has had issues with Phx...................I won't go into it because all is worked out now.........well at least I think. Sometime Phx can seem harsh and to be honest..............one time he really made me feel like I wouldn't EVER come back to KCI The only reason I am saying this is because I want others to learn my dealings with him....I am not here to bash Phx at all. I think that Phx has a way as coming across as harsh and uncaring....................but I have learned through PM's that even though I annoy Phx sometimes ( that's okay I annoy a lot of ppl).............he still a caring human trying to reach out and help someone in need. Sometimes I speak before I should and I personally think this may be phx's case too. I don't think that he would intentionally harm anyone. Can I still have debates with him since I like him and know that he really isn't that BEAR he role plays sometimes? Sure I can and I will. I am sure that this will upset Phx because I am speaking on his behalf ( and PHX don't ask me to edit what I am saying because I won't)......but Phx is a very caring and tender person behind some of his harsh words. Suz, I hope you and Phx can get everything straight because you both deserve that much! Also Suz...............I know that you are NOT backing off from here because of any one person.............I truly get it why you feel like you have to leave for a while..............(if that is still the case) but just know that you will GREATLY missed while you are away and I will be awaiting your return with your great sense of humor. Suz, I will keep you in my prayers that your life turns around and that you find peace. YOU WILL, I have no doubt! Good luck girl! Love to all, Katie |
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suzett"s way of rollplaying made me think
she might be still using.I didnt read the topic...But i read all hers and all of your replies... ....what did that mean? |
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chrisgonz |
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I'm not bashing Phoenix...
sorry Phoenix. |
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And BTW, where is your role-playing thread, Suze? I can't find it and would love to read it, if not participate a little. I have a feeling more of my
answers are there waiting for me already!
there's not one.. .....the 1st one I stored on my site, I dunno if KCI did or not. when i started part II yesterday, it had an untimely death. ...........that's why I wonder what robert is talking about.....and me using? suzette cant read... ...I would'nt go near a puter spun. |
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I'm so confused by that post robert...
...they asked ME the questions...and I replied. I'm so lost, and the day just started....God, I'm ready to come home now. |
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