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that was a boost logging on to see my name in post.Thank you.I have been staying clean on my computers security issues.Along with resting and of coarse eating.Ended up talking to advice nurse at kaiser after th insadent this last week with wanting to give up.then talked to crises center.Ended up at emergency.They treated me like why are you here.refered me to their rehab.I"m a fighter and have pulled away before.Going to na meetings and have alot of support from family.I came to realize getting to old to be playing with fire.And dont need to be soo selfish.Been reading a lot of statistics on meth deaths.Consider myself lucky to still be alive.Prayers do work.But its my choice to live or die.Of coarse that day will come.why rush it.Each day is a little better.Going back to work june 1st.dont want to loose that job.Thank you all for prayers and being here.I"ll be a regular here and not 6 feet under.Just for today.I will not use.hugs to all.