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Posts: 1032 (05/04/08 09:39:03) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hi Aiden, You didn't return my PM, so I was wondering how you are today? Please don't feel that there is anything you say here that is going to shock us or make you an outcast. Never before has it been more clear to me that meth is a symptom of greater things that are going on within a person. Please, please stay here and grasp the hands that are reaching for you. You, as are many others, were in my prayers last night and this morning. Please check in. . . Much Love, Starfishlover ><>
nineyearsclean		#1	[-]
Posts: 7566 (05/05/08 06:48:36) Best Friend to KCI Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Yeah blue eyes, where the hell are ya???????
Aidenblueeyes		#2	[-]
Posts: 3 (05/08/08 07:01:50) Newcomer! Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	I am here. and ive been paralysed for a few days. idk. i did quit tho. and no point in lying to you all here. i did it last the other day. but im done. i even told my guy that. :] but ive been in bed, my head was completely knocked off it felt like. It was like trying to think, but with a bullet in your brain. i puked like the excorsist for 3 nights. i need to get a job too.
The Doc49		#3	[-]
Posts: 73 (05/08/08 18:32:20) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Aye Blues Eyes, what is up? Hey, welcome to the site, where we all come to heal! I need a job too! we both have much in common! So extend the hand, and grab on.....as you being here and and just 'rappin" with us..is good for all of us. For me, I have little social life since I quit the stuff, so these fine folks put up with me...and if you check my posts, sometimes I just can't shut up. But seriously, I find it easy to be me here. I know there is nothing I can't share or throw out there that won't get 'tended too". And "tending too" could be me getting put "in check" and I accept it, as I do not claim to know anything. My claim to fame is I just screw up. But "offing" some of the guilts, hurts, sorrows, and regrets, does me so much good. And among people who know me differently than anyone I see everyday. These folks know things about me that some family don't know. I tend to protect this site from anyone close to me, as it is very near and dear to me. But it is not "all about me" and if I knew one in need and open to it, this is "de place!" and I would share it. Other wise, I am a fraud. So I hope my thoughts on this 'safe place" will encourage you to keep showing up, as you are me and us..and we are you. No big. We are one, and trying to just 'deal with it". Grab a hold, be bold, as life is a gift, and ((((you))))) are surly entitled to happiness and love. I'm Chris, aka "The Doc"..just a name, no doctor here...more like a patient. And KCI is "The Real Doc!"...and no insurance needed. You are included in my prayers tonight. glad to meet you Blue Eyes!
starfishlover123		#4	[-]
Posts: 1052 (05/08/08 19:17:21) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hi Aiden, It is good to see you back. It must be horrific to be paralized for days. It is a step in the right direction to get off the shyte, as it doesn't seem to be doing anything for you anymore except more damage and misery. Guess the party is over, huh? Don't expect your connection to give up that easily - they tend not to believe it when someone says they "just quit." Lo has all kinds of good information about what to eat, getting exercise and vitamins, etc., but I really urge you to see a medical doctor as soon as possible. Please do this before your brain shuts down, as will happen with extreme malnurishment in combination with the drugs, not to mention your internal organs. Do you have the ability to see a doctor? I hope there is someone there who can help you out, as it will be tough to go it alone in your weakened condition. If you post the area in which you live, there are a lot of us here who are pretty good at looking up resources you could access. It might be a long road home, but YOU CAN MAKE IT! If you read 9er's posts, she was very close to death when she quit - and that was 12 years ago. But she decided she wanted to live, and you have to decide you want to live too. It is so worth it, my young friend. At your age, and with the breaks you have had, it doesn't seem like you have even had the chance to get a taste of real life yet. Hang on here Aiden - and we will hang onto you! I promise that - keep posting when you can. I answered your PM, so let me know, k? You have been on my mind and in my prayers daily since you came here. Many Blessings, Starfishlover

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