I got a call from him today. This time I didn't answer. He left an incoherent vm asking me if I'd go to church with him tonight. They're having a revival. He said something about how church was going to pay for him to go to rehab. I never returned his call. He called again and I didn't answer - no vm. I did call someone from church --- they have a ministry set up for addicts. They have a bank account, etc. to help people. Anyway, turns out they have offered to pay for some of the down payment for the rehab. Along with his parents that will be enough to get him in. Whether he goes or not --- I have no idea.
I got an email from another church member of the ministry today. I told her that I honestly did not want to talk to him right now. This was something he needed to do on his own. Basically -- I'll believe it when I see it. And, the rehab is only for 6 weeks inpatient. Unless he agrees to the "after care" program --- I see no point. and, I don't want to argue with him about it. Last time he didn't do the after care and he relapsed a few months after he got out. So, the after care program is a must. and, if he's not willing to truly commit this time --- I just don't even want to go there. Don't want to get my hopes up.
I am burnt out on the whole thing right now. I'm finally starting to accept life without him. And, now if he goes to rehab I will have to try and have that hope again that he's going to get better and we might could be a family some day. My hope is running out....
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