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As I watch , stroke, and toke in this 4x8 booth in size I wonder why it is that I like to get high As the fantasies fill my brain the question remains, is this
pleasure or pain ? As I reach for another hit, I wonder when will I get tired of this !$%@ I have spent many days and nights in this lonely, pathetic box I
want nothing more than to put down the pipe and put away my @%#* This life has got to change, I wonder if this is truly my fate ? Porn and Tina are all I care
about these days Sometimes I wonder if I am even really Gay. What a way to die I sometimes think, just me and my pipe wasting away the night heart pounding,
sweat dripping, whacking off , as I put in the next dollar or coin I ask God to help me say No as the crystals call me to do it once again..
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Living in a 4x8 box of pain.
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Posts: 13588 (03/27/08 15:09:49) Retro Space Cadet |
We're TWINS!
....LOL! I know exactly how you feel. I jacked off 23 times one day. ha ha ha! ..I love the revealing of your feelings so frankly. I see your soul. *SMILES* ...Nice to meet you. |
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forget suzette |
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Posts: 13589 (03/27/08 15:11:06) Retro Space Cadet |
I usta go to the arcade in vegas too.
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Posts: 39 (03/27/08 15:35:20) |
Wow good.....poem?
But I see in your other post that you have 32 days clean so soon enough all that will be just a memory. |
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Posts: 197 (03/27/08 19:48:07) |
i was at a meth party, all were tweakers but not me. i have no desire for drugs. i was there because sometimes i still see an addict. we are more like friends
now. the porn they had on was awful. ugly, ugly chick. they did not care and could not see it. all they did was rabidly get off to whatever sex was happening
no matter how ugly! it's a sickness. you and everyone else knows that. why can't you get laid and be kinky w-out meth? a lot of non-users are all
horned up without using drugs.
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Posts: 13594 (03/27/08 19:53:17) Retro Space Cadet |
....ha ha ha!
He did quit a month ago. .....sorry, it just strikes me funny because it is SO sick. what else can i do, but laugh. |
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Posts: 13595 (03/27/08 19:58:25) Retro Space Cadet |
lynn you went to a speed freak circle jerk?
....I have'nt even done that. |
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Posts: 84 (03/28/08 06:09:03) |
What sucks is I sometimes enjoyed watching porn with my husband. It put me in the mood so to speak. But, it was such a trigger for him so the few times we
rented it --- it was not a good experience. He got wierd and the sex was very mechanical and distant. I felt more like a #!#!$! than his wife. Funny how the
nights he "said" he couldn't sleep he was out in our living room watching/renting porn. Nice.
I hate drugs. |
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