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        <![CDATA[ Has the insanity stopped - I think so, yes. Me and the X had a big fight yesterday. She was banging and crashing things in the house, I told her to STOP IT.
Next thing she goes into the den and starts painting it. When she finished the first coat, she started packing her things. She continued to crash and bang
things - I asked her what the hell the problem was.....


She slammed the door in the bathroom, and came out an hour later - full makeup, high heels - you know - looking ready to make... ]]>
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			<title><![CDATA[ Re: Its over - I am going to make it!  ]]></title>
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			<description><![CDATA[ <blockquote>
  <strong class="quote-title">racebannon wrote:</strong>
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  I&#39;m still strong, but its TOUGH. I am trying to keep busy and take my focus away from her. I have to admit I am thinking on it a lot and I&#39;m having
  trouble sleeping. That girl got into my head and she doesn&#39;t want to let go. I haven&#39;t received any emails or messages from her for a couple days.
  <br>
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  Here is to another day of freedom.
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  <br>
  <br>
  Jeebus dude ... are you really... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ I&#39;m still strong, but its TOUGH. I am trying to keep busy and take my focus away from her. I have to admit I am thinking on it a lot and I&#39;m having
trouble sleeping. That girl got into my head and she doesn&#39;t want to let go. I haven&#39;t received any emails or messages from her for a couple days.
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Here is to another day of freedom.
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			<description><![CDATA[ co-sign Lori 100% -
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<br>
Race - I spent yesterday with a gal from my Domestic Violence group and she has maintained no contact with her ex fo 7 weeks despite persistent calls from him
- then last night at about 11PM she phoned me - he had called her several times during the evening and she finally could not resist and responded and it sent
her into an emotional spin you would not believe - she was already a wreck but now it was 1000X worse - all the work she had done gone in a matter of... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Suggestion: Don&#39;t read any more letters or notes from her. That&#39;s just like using for the addict. You get all worked up over it. Your adrenaline
surges, your thoughts are distracted and focused on her, her issues, her problems, her actions.
<br>
<br>
That&#39;s the drug you&#39;re addicted to. You gatta stop using. This means even when she&#39;s not there in person.
<br>
<br>
You would agree that the right thing to do for a recovering drug addict would be to throw away, without using,... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Well said. I think it comes down to one word : MANIPULATION - they can&#39;t help it, the addict head takes over and its all over - literally - there is no
reasoning or understanding when the addict is running the show.
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			<description><![CDATA[ Heh-- well, i shouldnt have exactly said &quot;begging&quot; per se -- more like throwing !%#+ and punching !%#+, and threatening to call my parents and/or the
state bar and tell them im addicted to meth, threatening to have sex with a dealer, threatening to give me AIDS, etc. etc. -- but its all the same !%#+ anyways
-- weakness masquerading as strength, desperation and insecurity trying to correct itself through anger, and self hate being displaced onto the
world...we&#39;re all sisters and... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Mine never begged for money - never - she bolted from the bathroom, and ran, as fast as she could carrying 2 suitcases.
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			<description><![CDATA[ Ah %!%@ man -- i got a girl that I think is headed the same way, though not quite as far down the road as yours. Its definitely sad... Luckily, the habit left
me with the emotional capacity of a stone so im not all broken up over it, but the girl and her parents are close family friends, which introduces a very
unwelcome twist to the whole thing...
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<br>
Im Rich by the way, im probably gonna start posting here and introduce myself soon, etc.
<br>
<br>
This thread just struck a chord with... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Im strong today...she&#39;s not - she sent me a letter in the mail - holy crap, she is already thinking she wants me back and she made a mistake.....She says
her life will be so hard - and yesterdaywas such a &quot;long hard day&quot; - yeah right a long hard day of her diggin in her bags looking for lighters and
dope. Pathetic.
<br> ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ even steven is right on ... his answer is the answer to most pain of loved ones on this board, sadly ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ <blockquote>
  <strong class="quote-title">Evensteven3 wrote:</strong>
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  This is not love , or the loss of it your feeling Race.
  <br>
  <br>
  <span style="color: rgb(51, 0, 153); font-family: monospace;">I agree that what you are feeling is not so much the loss of love as it is the grieving of the
  loss of your dream of what your relationship &quot;could have&quot;  - &quot;should have&quot; been - and the only place that it ever existed fully realized
  is in your mind.</span>... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ This is not love , or the loss of it your feeling Race. I don`t mean to sound judgemental here but the sooner you stop romanticizing this relationship and
equating it with &quot;love&quot; , the sooner your be free of this one particular symptom [her] of your sickness.
<br>
<br>
The &quot;stab in your stomach&quot; and the &quot;rush through your veins&quot; is the need of an addict and has nothing to do with real love any more then
the relationship between a junkie and his/her fix.
<br>... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ She&#39;s gone - all her stuff is out of my place. She cried uncontrollably, I tried to hold on. It all hurts so much I am so lost I loved her so much I hope
the pain will turn to healing soon. I felt a stab in my stomach, and a rush of pain go through my veins. A year and a half of love, craziness, and mostly pain.
Meth killed it all.
<br>
<br>
I changed my number but I will have to move - she knows where I am. There is no other answer.
<br>
<br>
Thank you all God Bless I am sure this is the... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Off work yet? Got a new number yet? DON&#39;T GIVE HER THE NEW NUMBER NO MATTER WHAT.
<br>
<br>
<br>
Sometimes we forget that in an emergency, they should CALL 911 (we are not their paramedics, nor are we on-call!) ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Hey bro, i know we already talk about this yesterday off post, but i did&#39;nt think about the phone? i think there absolutely right! you need to change it.
your vacation idea? sounds like a good one, cause like we discussed me and you both, will have a issue if  are x&#39;s show at home? what will we do? my will
be difficult because of my children. running there momma off in front of them will not be good. i would like to take a vacation myself, so bro, you are gonna
have to be tough, if... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ YUP - strong and OK - ignoring her psychotic text messages..changing the phone when I get off work.....she is heading for psychosis. You wouldn&#39;t believe
what she is accusing me of, so scary, so sad.
<br>
<br>
But this last brick to my head is the end. She&#39;s history. I hope one day she can find herself but I think she is heading for big trouble, and I don&#39;t
want to be in the picture to have to pik up any pieces.
<br> ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Race - you okay today?
<br> ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Got a new number yet? Cell phones have customer service 24 hours a day generally! ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ I am excited for you , Race!
<br>
A brand new , fresh life is starting right NOW!
<br>
And it sounds as if you are really able to actually pick up and take a vacation??
<br>
Change your locks and phone number first...
<br>
Throw out the sheets and start over!
<br>
And then get out there and have a GREAT time.
<br>
JUST DO IT.  <img src="http://static.yuku.com//domainskins/bypass/img/smileys/smile.gif" alt="image">
<br>
WHAT do YOU like to do ?
<br>
WHERE would YOU like to visit?
<br>
You are... ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Listen up Race, there is some really good advise being given. I would definitely change my number.
<br>
Take care ]]></description>

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			<description><![CDATA[ Has the insanity stopped - I think so, yes. Me and the X had a big fight yesterday. She was banging and crashing things in the house, I told her to STOP IT.
Next thing she goes into the den and starts painting it. When she finished the first coat, she started packing her things. She continued to crash and bang
things - I asked her what the hell the problem was.....
<br>
<br>
She slammed the door in the bathroom, and came out an hour later - full makeup, high heels - you know - looking ready... ]]></description>

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