harder each time.

Re: harder each time.

feeds@yuku.com (forget suzette) — Sat, 10 May 2008 15:53:39 GMT

Short, to the point, and terrifying....non recoverable.

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feeds@yuku.com (oaklandathletic) — Fri, 09 May 2008 14:04:42 GMT

That video made me tear up...Thanks for sharing it...I have never seen it before........Sooooo sad what this crap does to families.......Shawn's use affected me and I don't know him......I feel for his daughter.......And everyone around her............

I wish you the best of luck Robert.........Your choices are going to ahve results like Shawn............I have been praying for you tooo Robert........But until you out pray me and turn this over to your higher...

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feeds@yuku.com (motherglory) — Fri, 09 May 2008 06:31:18 GMT

Robert, Where are you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Are you Ok!!!!!
I am praying for you.
God bless you
gloria

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feeds@yuku.com (mr soul shine) — Fri, 09 May 2008 05:47:28 GMT

:`(

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feeds@yuku.com (inkolb) — Fri, 09 May 2008 04:05:43 GMT

lady i have seen that a few times but still cry every time. thanks!

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feeds@yuku.com (LdyOfWzdm) — Fri, 09 May 2008 03:38:17 GMT

Robert,

This was created by Shawn Bridge's beautiful daughter...
...

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feeds@yuku.com (LdyOfWzdm) — Fri, 09 May 2008 03:27:26 GMT

Suzie,
That was almost like watching a movie of my daughter as I read it.

Of course this one has to go in her inbox.

It's so sad for me to read the hell you were in, and know my dear
daughter has been/is there.

She's been telling me that she's stopped, and something that you
wrote there makes me believe that she may have "stopped" for
now.

She's had the same driver's license for over a month now...
...

Re: harder each time.

feeds@yuku.com (LdyOfWzdm) — Fri, 09 May 2008 03:22:21 GMT

I know you can, I know you can I know you can......ChooChoo!

Keep On Truckin' Robert!
Lady

Re: harder each time.

feeds@yuku.com (motherglory) — Fri, 09 May 2008 01:23:10 GMT

Robert I woke up with a frightful feeling. It is 5 AM here. Usually my best sleeping time.
I read your post and I am not clear, have you tried to kill yourself?
Don't let the devil drug win.
I grew up during seventies to. Even here in Tennesse we got wild. But I grew up and did away with childish things. Remember for awhile you could buy booze at eighteen. Well I think that varies from State to State anyway. But once I turned 18 and could but it legal, it...

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feeds@yuku.com (mr soul shine) — Fri, 09 May 2008 01:15:40 GMT

powerful stuff bruthaman.

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feeds@yuku.com (forget suzette) — Fri, 09 May 2008 01:14:20 GMT

My BELIEF,
.....nothing too important really.
but, here's a theory....

....Possibly, we choose the lesson of resisting temptaion,
probibly coupled with unpaid Karma.
....the difference in me and eddie van halen is...
I had worse karma.
...so he had an easier life, because he had a gift.

Bob fossie had a heart attack, from pill speed and booze
and downs..oh my!....heh!

lisa left eye lopez learned her lesson, gave her life to...

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feeds@yuku.com (robertborges) — Fri, 09 May 2008 01:06:42 GMT

http://www.myspace.com/shawnbridges.check out the link.

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feeds@yuku.com (mr soul shine) — Fri, 09 May 2008 00:45:46 GMT

keep trying Mr. borges. Something is gonna click, i can feel it in the air.

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feeds@yuku.com (forget suzette) — Fri, 09 May 2008 00:45:22 GMT

You wasted more time doing meth...you reason that it's too late for you to change, you might as well be what you "really are"
...... the "evil" you, becomes stronger, and has more influence,you begin to belive thats what you really ARE
it's voice is strong and unwavering,it says .....

...."do it until you die, you already wasted your life, it's over now!...why try to win?
.........you choose what you wanted to be,
....so be...

harder each time.

feeds@yuku.com (robertborges) — Fri, 09 May 2008 00:23:05 GMT

lost track a while back on how many times I"v tried to quit.tried crank at 25 back in early 80"s.After coming to ca.Pryor to that just socially used.You know the 70"s.When our choices of roll modules started including people that were for sex drugs and rock and roll.I was a jock in sports from 11 to 18.goal was to play pro baseball.Well family split up.four kids my older sister she was 16 or 17.I was 15.Younger brother was 12 and youngest sister 11.Oldest sister got pregnant...