What next for weak minded.

Re: What next for weak minded.

feeds@yuku.com (oaklandathletic) — Tue, 06 May 2008 16:04:34 GMT

You CAN do it Robert....If you REALLY want it...............That one more time could be your last......Keep one foot in front of the other.....

Love ya Bro,

Paul

Re: What next for weak minded.

feeds@yuku.com (starfishlover123) — Mon, 05 May 2008 20:03:46 GMT

Hey Robert,

NEVER GIVE UP!!! You know your wife is welcome here too anytime. She can share her feelings as well. It may be therapeutic for both of you.

Confession time: Every day I say I am going to quit smoking, (quit for six solid years, and then light up again- duh.) I know maybe it doesn't compare to meth, but it is an addiction nonetheless. One advantage that I...

Re: What next for weak minded.

feeds@yuku.com (nineyearsclean) — Mon, 05 May 2008 18:43:59 GMT

"Iv lived this long and have pulled out in a lot worse shape then i"m in right now"

And I've buried people who were thinking they could handle it just one more time............

Get up, dust yourself off, and try again. Never stop trying. Never say die.

Re: What next for weak minded.

feeds@yuku.com (Penel0pe) — Mon, 05 May 2008 18:24:18 GMT

Mr Soul Shine said it all - YOU are what we are all about, robert. There is nothing about you that says "Waste of time" to me, or to Loraura, or to Phoenix, or to Niner, or to anyone else who has read your posts and replied with nothing but hope for you.

Robert - you have the desire to get clean, and it's gonna take practice to get it right. I don't think I know anyone who can say "I am an addict" who didn't have to keep working at it before they...

Re: What next for weak minded.

feeds@yuku.com (robertborges) — Mon, 05 May 2008 18:19:11 GMT

Thank you all Actually i read my daily posts to my wife everyday.Thats my way of communicating to her what I"m thinking.Other then trying to figure it out I also read replys
to her along with you in here that are dealing with someone thats a meth addict.Iv lived this long and have pulled out in a lot worse shape then i"m in right now.So my possative state of mind is in charge right now.Thanks all.

Re: What next for weak minded.

feeds@yuku.com (phoenix) — Mon, 05 May 2008 17:59:21 GMT

Your post is full of uncertainty and doubt....when the reality is that you are extremely close to saying goodbye to meth forever. That is not "just" an observation, it's a stone cold fact.

I think keeping a jounal is good, as is expressing your feeling online....but they are worthless compared to the healing and forward movement that will come from opening up and sharing your struggle with real people the way you share here.

You acknowledge that you isolate...

Re: What next for weak minded.

feeds@yuku.com (1tamtom) — Mon, 05 May 2008 17:40:00 GMT

we are all here to help and get help, and to listen

Re: What next for weak minded.

feeds@yuku.com (JUSTCATS) — Mon, 05 May 2008 14:44:15 GMT

You're NOT pathetic~you are addicted, as are many others! You are, fighting the devil, trying to stay clean and it's a tough fight! However, it can be done, so don't give up! Pick yourself up and dust yourself off, and don't give up! There are many here, that have been in your shoes, post and chat with them, and distract yourself, in any way that you can, from wanting to use. You can, do this!!!

Re: What next for weak minded.

feeds@yuku.com (Hurting for YOU) — Mon, 05 May 2008 14:08:31 GMT

^^^^^^^^^^

cosigned

Hang in there Robert! I am sorry you are hurting and I am looking forward to the day that this shall pass.

Focus on YOU right now..................not your family. YOU can not help your family until YOU find YOU!

Hugs,

Katie

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feeds@yuku.com (mr soul shine) — Mon, 05 May 2008 14:02:14 GMT

kci to waist all of your time.I"m here to get whats in my head out so may I"ll listen to and to realize how pathetic i sound and maybe that will wake me up from this nightmare im in .

Buddy, you aren't wasting our time. YOU are what this site is all about. YOU are helping more people than you realize by being here. We are all at different stages in recovery. It's been 2.5 years for me and i quite often think about using still...

Re: What next for weak minded.

feeds@yuku.com (Loraura) — Mon, 05 May 2008 13:45:57 GMT

Next time you think you want to call your connect, call your sponsor instead. If they don't answer, leave a message, then call another sober friend. If you run out of sober people you know to call, call this number: (818) 773-9999

If you call your dealer instead, then you've made a choice. The moment of choice comes before you pick up the phone, not after you've dialed. After you have dialed your connection, it's infinitely harder not to use.

Right now, at...

Re: What next for weak minded.

feeds@yuku.com (nineyearsclean) — Mon, 05 May 2008 13:44:16 GMT

"I"m not here .kci to waist all of your time."

Just for the record: Being here for you is not a waste of time in my book.

What next for weak minded.

feeds@yuku.com (robertborges) — Mon, 05 May 2008 13:14:23 GMT

scary to think that submission to using or giving up.Is easier then what I cant seem to find the mental or anything else that it takes to move on.from self destruction.Never thought anything would be able to control me.Self inventory daily finds all the reasons to take the next step before it progresses any further,f..n gave in this weekend.dissapointed once again.
It seems like somewhere in me is...