I hope this doesnt sound too pathetic (sorry for the length)

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feeds@yuku.com (donnaeve) — Tue, 06 May 2008 02:32:49 GMT

wow . . BUILD a boat and hit the high seas . . now theres an idea . . ! natural remedies and excercise ars great;find the time and money,you wont be sorry . . true . .
love ya
donna

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feeds@yuku.com (cymonne) — Mon, 05 May 2008 22:21:48 GMT

remember what i told you fishy? even though you dont feel like doing anything, you must make yourself work through it, even if u dont wanna work, work, you have to reach down deep inside of your self, mourning is a part of life, we spent so much time on drugs, we now have 2 learn how to deal with life sober, life happens, clean or not, lots of natural ways to help with depression, doesnt hurt to try it, drugs arent always the way out of depression, prescribed or not, try meditation, try...

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feeds@yuku.com (LdyOfWzdm) — Sun, 04 May 2008 18:32:17 GMT

Fish,
I just wanted you to know that I read your entire post...
...and if your a pansy then what am I?
I have feelings�of wanting to give up too...
...like you, not the suicidal type,
but feelings of wanting to crawl in bed,
pull the covers over my head, and stay
there until the Good Lord decided my
days here are over.

These feelings come and go.� Just as the sun rises and
sets each day, I can be assured that I will continue to
...

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feeds@yuku.com (blueheart) — Sun, 04 May 2008 17:23:18 GMT

Greg I don't have a clue what to say - I'm just a clutzy Mom w/a grateful heart that cries at the drop of a hat around this place. Your post really touched me.... you are such a kind soul. You were so nice to me in chat a couple weeks ago when I asked advice about our son. If you were that way with me I can just imagine how much time you have taken to help others here. Greg, please don't be so...

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feeds@yuku.com (lax2) — Sun, 04 May 2008 15:56:35 GMT

Hang on Buddy...... I'm pullin 4 you. Hang on for the life of ya! Thinkin' of you.

Re: I hope this doesnt sound too pathetic (sorry for the length)

feeds@yuku.com (forget suzette) — Sun, 04 May 2008 15:38:07 GMT

awwwwww *feels you*

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feeds@yuku.com (gate again) — Sun, 04 May 2008 15:30:39 GMT

Hi Fish;

Sorry your feeling so down, I agree with xx(Greg) find yourself something to do that will be your sanctuary and something that you can look forward to. You will get through this slump, you have the makings, we know that.

Luv Ya

Gatekeeper

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feeds@yuku.com (fishslapr) — Sun, 04 May 2008 12:00:25 GMT

thanks suzie, I'm tryin...

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feeds@yuku.com (forget suzette) — Sun, 04 May 2008 10:57:00 GMT

Greg, I'm so sorry, I have nothing I know of to say, that will help.
......so I offer you this.

of corse. *hugs*

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feeds@yuku.com (Guene) — Sun, 04 May 2008 08:45:11 GMT

Hello Greg, I'm so sorry you are having a rough time of it, sending all my love and hugs your way. I know you'll be fine, you've come a long way. Love and Hugs Bobbie

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feeds@yuku.com (chrisgonz) — Sat, 03 May 2008 18:00:08 GMT

Hi Greg...
I think you should take the job...
keep moving forward.

I know losing loved ones is hard, I've lost lots too.

I've found at times when I've wanted to give up or just choose not to choose...
when I've decided to just keep moving forward, the rewards have been great.
I think it strengthens the soul as well.

Times are going to be getting tough.
Jobs won't always be there and word of mouth in a personal business...

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feeds@yuku.com (xxaddict) — Sat, 03 May 2008 16:18:48 GMT

Hello my friend. I have no idea how you are suppose to feel at 8 months clean. But I was a mess. I was so depressed I hid in my bed room from the world. Most every hour of every day. Except for when I was at work.

Work was the only place I wasnt or didnt feel depressed. It was the only place I felt normal. But as soon as I would get in the car and start home. It was like turning on a switch. The depression and anxiety would begin to smother...

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feeds@yuku.com (starfishlover123) — Sat, 03 May 2008 15:18:00 GMT

Hi Fish,

I am really sorry about your recent losses. From a loved one's perspective, I wouldn't even try to "advise" you in terms of the meth addiction.

I do know though, that any one of us would have trouble dealing with what you are going through. My own "second dad" is in ICU in critical condition right now, and it is hard to get off my mind. I am feeling a great deal of both depression and anxiety - out of work for close to 41/2 months...

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feeds@yuku.com (Hurting for YOU) — Sat, 03 May 2008 13:46:14 GMT

fishslapr wrote:
I have just started praying again, & altho I lost my faith years ago, I am hoping I can get it back. I dont really know how that works...

Greg,

Other than the depression part, I can 100% relate to this. A few years ago I lost all of my faith I had. I couldn't pray and didn't want to pray until I eventually felt like I NEEDED to be able to pray. I couldn't. I wanted...